Alright, it’s time for a big ‘what am I doing’ reality check.
Last night I realized I’m further behind than when I started loll
I finally admitted to myself that I can’t move forward as half-assed as I currently am. Or was.
Did I bite off more than I can chew; well I was definitely not as prepared as I should have been in launching my company or my podcast. It’s mostly the ol’ patience, with his predictably lazy pal procrastination rearing their ugly heads at me again.
But my biggest problem – even more so than the aforementioned p&p – in an honest first-time-said-out-loud admission to myself:
Holy crap I am by far the most disorganized person I have ever known. It’s unbelievable! 🐮
Gotta call myself out, being brutally honest – time to put my big girl pants on & start over from scratch. So, September 30 you’re the final page in that chapter. Clean Slate.
Fresh start 😏 Start over as many times as you need to.
You know you spend way too much time on the miniscule screen of your phone when you finally take a look at what you deemed sellable work – only to discover that most of what I thought was awesome, really sucks on a computer screen when blown up.
I must admit, pathetically – I never even bothered to take the time to see if what I had chosen would in fact look just as good when blown up to print or poster size.
Just had to go, go, go –
Sure it kept me busy; but busy frazzled, not busy accomplishing as I should have been👶🤖👶
Launched April 20 – 6 months later I’m still “trying to get organized.”
I’ll only be efficient, productive & naturally more professional, once I learn how to get organized, & it’s ok that I don’t know how right now.
There’s no “I Can’t.”
There’s only “I Presently Struggle With.”
Ready, set, Reset.
Time to take it down a notch,
& time to take it up a notch.