A Gun Problem? No, it’s a ‘Lack of Humanity’ Problem.

My Canadian perspective: the ‘US Machine,’ the broken system, & this epidemic of sleepwalking through life. They keep you distracted by guiding your focus towards symptoms; that’s how they keep the problem around. It’s time for people to address the root, instead of the symptomsUnless quicksand is your thing ..

Do we have a gun problem? It sure seems that way, doesn’t it; especially in the US. But is it really a gun problem, or is it more of a Humanity problem?

“I’ll take Where is the Humanity,” for $1000 Alex.” 

People are suffering; hurt, lost in pain. Sadly this comes as no surprise if you see the system for what it really is. There is an incredible amount of turmoil & needless suffering in the world; all by design, of course.“The system isn’t broken it was built this way.” If you can’t see that yet, or think it’s preposterous, you haven’t been paying attention. I beg you dear one, investigate. You shouldn’t be taking anyone’s word for anything without personally looking into it.

“Continuing to focus on just fixing the symptoms, & we’re squandering our time & energy. Instead, we should shift our focus from fixing symptoms, to finding a root cause & fixing that instead. And although finding the root cause may require courage & persistence, it is the only true way of fixing the problems you are facing for good.” 

   “Stop Fixing the Symptoms – Find the Root Cause Instead.”



Here in Canada we watch in disbelief our neighbors to the south killing each other at what seems to be a much higher rate than elsewhere in the world.


And now after the umpteenth US school shooting, people are blaming Trump. No surprise there. God forbid people do a little research. Find & attack the root, or the symptoms will keep popping up. Don’t be a hamster on an endless wheel going nowhere fast as you are Circling the Drain. You’ll be the only one to blame. Will people ever think for themselves again? Or will they continue to just scratch the surface, not even realizing there’s an infection, let alone treat it. 


Check out this awesome vid from a fellow blogger who knows what’s going on:

 “Literal Insanity” by 3iconstructs

Don’t you know – everything is Trump’s fault?! Just last night I stubbed my toe pretty bad & I yelled out, “Damnit Trump I know that was you!” Surely I jest. You don’t blame outside things for what happens in your life when you’re awake. Broken records singing the same song; & boy is it time for a new tune. 


Blaming anyone for the Florida shooting, cuz they’re in the NRA, is misplaced anger. Oh hello narrative, what are you doing here? Why are you blaming someone else, for someone else picking up a gun & choosing to go on a murderous rampage? For being in a group you don’t like, but ignoring the fact only 5% of gun owners are in said group? Surely you jest .. Candid camera, is that you

Oh, narrative .. it’s you again. Talk about overstaying your welcome .. 


The shooter made a choice. His choice is his responsibility

“Student survivors of Florida shooting slam Trump over FBI tweets.”

Gimme a fuckin’ break.  

“The NRA has about 5 million members, & about 90 million gun owners in the U.S. That means just over 5% of gun owners forked over $35 to sign up.” 

Even gun owners don’t like the NRA. Hey straw – careful – you’re being grasped at ..

This, or any school shooting, has nothing to do with the NRA or it’s members. Their narrative is addressing a ‘symptom,’ not the root of the problem.

 “Most gun owners don’t belong to the NRA & don’t agree with it either!”

“Why It’s Total Bullshit – You Don’t Join the NRA.”

Where is the madness at the fact that guns / assault rifles are so easily available in a world that’s in so much pain some act out violently? Protect yourself with your handguns if you must. Relax, no one is trying to take that away from you. But there is absolutely no valid reason for people to have access to the “kill several in seconds” automatic rifles & other killing machines.


Why aren’t the ‘responsible gun owners’ – the licensed, the safety first, practice at the shooting range, proper cleaning & safe storage folks – those who own it to protect their family & property – ever go on mass shooting sprees? They don’t. So maybe it’s not the guns. What about women? Women suffer from mental illness. Why aren’t more women embarking on assault rifle mass murder shooting sprees?? They don’t. Hmmm, so maybe it’s not mental illness?


If you’re awake, you know it’s ‘a la mode‘ to be on the bash Trump train, according to just about every “media” outlet; & many agree. The world is filled with too many reactionary thinkers & not enough critical ones. People love to bash people for going against the narrative. You’re angry at a system – a very fucked up one. You won’t realize that unless you know about the system. The Matrix – that is the real issue. The evil is the system  – not any sitting presidentWhen more people wake up to that, we’ll stop attacking each other & make some actual progress.

Our differences ARE our beauty. Don’t be afraid of what’s different – embrace it! We should be teaching & learning from each other – that’s how we grow. Not by ripping people apart & destroying their lives because they don’t agree with us. Don’t be a 6 year old having a tantrum in the sandbox. And that all comes from fear. People are afraid if they accept others’ differences, they’ll lose a part of themselves. Learn to play well with others without ripping the heads off their dolls. 


It’s painful to watch people wasting their time fighting fluff, static, & nonsense – playing right into their hands – instead of figuring out what the root of a problem is. Because if they cut the head off the snake, eliminating the problem once & for all, what ever will they whine about then? How will the MSM ever sell their papers? Yeah I’m talking to you MSM. The mainstream misleading teams. And you Twitter, Facebook, Google, Yahoo, etc. It’s an open secret that they silence those whose opinions differ, as they pledge their blind allegiance to those who fill their food bowls. 

If they were anchored in truth, that would be completely unnecessary. But they aren’t. They’re anchored in narratives. 

God forbid they keep it a level playing ground.


Or maybe greed corrupted them along the way, & the value of human life fell to the wayside.

Whatever it is, the current craze needs to fade away; hearing a narrative & jumping on board because it’s believed by the majority; or their friends, boss, parents, spouse or church. There’s always someone trying to tell someone else what to do. But bandwagons are often hopped onto without any kind of  investigating. Where are the days of the healthy debate, comparing notes, to see how each got to their conclusion, agreeing to disagree?  “The Lost Art of Critical Thinking💡Can it Make a Comeback?”  In it’s place is the automatic disparaging, ridiculing & discrediting of all that is not popular belief. ‘If you’re this, then I hate you / If you’re this, then I love you.’ Well, as long as it’s not conditional! The whole “If you’re not with us, you’re against us “mentality is a misguided one. Stop taking guidance from the Box of Lies.BoxOfLies.jpg

“If we pit them against each other; having them fight each other will keep them from fighting us.”

We mustn’t let them divide us. 


A few caught red-handed: CNN, MSNBC, The New York Times, Washington Post,Janet I-heard-they-took-away-your-Pulitzer Cooke. Newsweek, CBS, Dan Rather, NBC, Brian Williams, MediaMatters: When you have to write Media “MATTERS” – you know it’s cuz it doesn’t. It’s like a restaurant that calls itself “Tasty Pizza.” If it really WAS tasty, it’d speak for itself & wouldn’t need to be deceptively included in the name. The New York Times, Walter Duranty, Jayson Blair, The New Republic, Stephen Glass, Rolling Stone, Daily Wire, Nik Cohn, Mike Sager; & sadly the list goes on & on.

What’s the going rate for a Soul in 2018?

 “A Plea to Journalists”PLEA.jpg

We don’t have a gun problem.

We have a Humanity problem.

I really don’t think the US political machine wants gun control. If they did, we’d have it. They’re obsessed with military & defense, & spend more money on it than I can bear to think about. “Here’s how the US military spends its billions.”

Isn’t it just another illusion, like the war on drugs? “If voting actually changed anything, they’d make it illegal.” Hold on lemme see if I get this: You’re saying with more laws, all of a sudden criminals are gonna say, ‘Shit, I better not break the law now?‘ If laws stopped people from breaking laws, then why are there criminals?


People are drifting further away from reality, seeing only the narrative. It’s truly frightening.


The problem isn’t Trump or any sitting president; the problem’s been around since way before he came along. See for yourself! Check out this explosive documentary from Oliver Stone. It even shocked me. And I’ve been researching this stuff for years. This exceptional film gave me an even deeper look – not to mention the incredible footage. I didn’t think it could be any worse than I already thought, but it is. I’ll take the $1000 I won from Alex earlier & place a bet: I wonder how many Americans  don’t know the half of the stuff Stone exposes. Power & Greed are sickening disease. 


“Untold History of the United States: Explosive Documentary by Oliver Stone”

We may not respect what the other is saying, but we must respect their right to say it.

Will people ever realize there’s been a huge propaganda & disinformation campaign going on for so long? “The Disinformation Campaign.” Will they realize the importance & necessity to do their own research, to question everything? 


Politics is such utter bullshit. American politics is an insane asylum. In 45 years on this planet, I’ve happily avoided the nonsense of the political machine. And around & around they go. It’s a merry-go-round, & all the riders are clowns – they’re just not very merry. They think they are, but you cannot fill your void with money or stuff.

You can see the evil in their eyes. 


Take a 6 month break from Twitter, & when you return, it’s still the same arguments over & over, one side trying to prove to the other why they’re wrong. If people could not only accept, but embrace our differences, we could move past this onto something else. People need to let it go. It’s about as necessary as religion in our lives. And the fashion world. And the sports world. And the news world ..

Distractions. Meant to divide. It’s those still attached to it that keep it alive. Its’ purpose is to keep you busy – busy & distracted. All these constructs are just static – to distract you from figuring out why we’re really here.


How about trying something you’ve never done before?

What if you just let it all go? 

All the labels, classifications, assumptions? What would you be then?


Pure. Authentic.

And it just so happens that that’s one of the goals of this spiritual journey. Peel away the layers of this never-ending onion & get to the core: Authenticity. Our differences are our beauty. Don’t be afraid of what’s different – embrace it!


I’ve always been fiercely against conforming & complacency. I don’t follow the herd & I never will. I usually go out of my way to do the opposite of the mainstream. I refuse to be a sheep – I discovered there was a veil after enduring the umpteenth trauma; & I’ve been peeking behind it ever since. 

The Matrix, escape it: the corrupt, depraved, deceiving, decaying, hypocritical, double standard, meant to keep you down, never built for you system. A system you need to know about to pop out of, let go of, detach from. It’s been fucking people over for years; while they blindly pledge allegiance to a flag / religion / country / other nonsense. These are labels & not who we are.













Some call it Premonition

I call it Intuition.

The Universe whispers

Can you hear it?



Imagination Station

Imagination is not whimsy;

It’s most certainly not flimsy.

And don’t you call it chintzy!

I’d say it’s more like a Da Vinci.

A work of Art.


Oh No.

Although some like to think so

Please; save your excuses


Nothing unkind

Don’t waste your time

Flip the paradigm;

It’s about time.

Take control.


The architect,

The builder;

Not the bewildered.

Clear, unfiltered.

And with precision,

No supervision

Make that decision –

The incision, a quick excision

No collision.

Just imagine ..

Can you envision?

No subdivision

Just divine –

Even sublime!

Noble, majestic.

Poetic, magnetic.

It’s time ..

Create your world,


Your mind.

A successful tactic,

It’s just fantastic.

With every thought

Give birth to life

Quantum Creator.

All divine;

Hold up, rewind!

Just a matter of time ..


Here it comes


It’s fine!

You’re the champ

A genie in a lamp

No it’s not tragic;

C’mon it’s Magic!

And it’s oh so damn fantastic!

Oh Alchemist ya!

A heavenly melody;


A regiment;



Meet your destiny –

It’s your remedy;

The cure.

Use the tool; create

Don’t hesitate.

For you are the master

Of  your own fate.


Forget triviality


No brutality.

Use your mentality

For more dimensionality

Leave your municipality –

A formality;

Not practicality.

Drop the theatricality.

Close your eyes, and







Of the stars I am I am.

From the stars we are we are.

Astral dancing across the Universe

Each star a soul, near & far.

We are here to play, to learn.

Not to fade or burn.

But to last, an eternal flame

In this game

We call Life.




Conversant with the Tides of Life

Life is full of ups.

And life is full of downs.

How do you handle them?

The same?


Conversant with the waves, my metaphysical surfboard is always waxed & ready to go.

The secret?

It’s in how you handle ‘the downs.’

Everybody loves ‘the ups,’ & can handle ‘the ups.’

What if I told you you can increase your ups by how you handle your downs?

It’s all about attitude, & how you chose to look at things.

A very wise man once said:


Know that life is a school, we are in ‘Earth School.’ The ups are easy, fun. But the downs have a major purpose too: They offer us growth. For without challenges, obstacles & hardships, how would we learn, grow, evolve? We wouldn’t. So if you can start accepting these with an attitude of gratitude, & squeeze out all the wisdom from each moment, you’re well on your way!



Quantum Constants









Inner Peace

Personal Freedom

 Constants in my life since I woke up 😉❤ 


Conflicts arise when people fiercely dictate to others how they think they should live. Sadly, many do this. And the belief that they have the right to dictate this is what I’d say is responsible for many of the conflicts in the world.

Why so serious?


Actually it is easy. Real easy. I’d rather be this than asleep 😉


Where’s the child-like wonder, the sense of discovery, adventure? The desire to create?

Why are people so afraid to burst out & just be themselves?

They’re worried about what people think of them.

Don’t. Let those who think you’re crazy walk off; they aren’t meant to be in your life any longer anyway.

Life filters them out. Life’s neat like that. 

The thing is, someone who truly cares about you; loves you unconditionally – would never want you to be like them. They’d want you to be like you. 

Never take anything too seriously. Even life. Especially life. 

We’re here to play.

So don’t worry.

Go on – Be yourself. 




How Sweet It Is

As soon as I saw this month’s Photo Challenge‘Sweet’, this song started playing in my head: James Taylor’s ‘How Sweet It Is.’ I was finishing up a blog, My Cosmic Lifesaver, where I was expressing my love for the Universe. How all the epiphanies & synchronicities since starting this spiritual journey have shown me life is an exquisite symphony of majestic elegance. Except ooops – I thought it was the ‘Discover Challenge’ & prepared this post accordingly. Oh well, I do like goofy, silly, n corny 😉


  • Is the Universe better for me than I was for myself? YUP
  • Is there anyone better than the Universe? SURELY YOU JEST!
  • Did I stop & thank the Universe? OH YEAH. SEVERAL TIMES.
  • Is it sweet to be loved by the Universe? AND THEN SOME.
  • Did I need the shelter of the Universe’s arms? YUP
  • Was the Universe there? YUP
  • Did the Universe understand my ups & downs? THE ONLY ONE THAT COULD.
  • Did the Universe show up? IT ALWAYS DOES.
  • Did the Universe show sweet love, devotion? YUP
  • Did the Universe deeply touch my emotion? YOU BETCHA. (*that meditation)
  • Have I wondered where I’d be without the Universe (not awake)? YUP
  • Was everything I did before the Universe a bore? IT WAS AWFUL (pre-awakening)
  • Did everywhere I went seem the same before the Universe? STAGNANT
  • Does the Universe brighten up my days? ONLY THE ONES THAT END WITH Y.
  • Is the Universe’s love sweet in many ways? THE SWEETEST.
  • Eternally grateful to & for the Universe? 8 DAYS A WEEK & TWICE ON SUNDAY

You were better for me than I was for myself,
For me, there’s you & there ain’t nobody else,
I want to stop & thank you baby. I just want to stop & thank you baby, yes I do,
How sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

I needed the shelter of someone’s arms & there you were.
I needed someone to understand my ups & downs & there you were.
With sweet love & devotion, deeply touching my emotion,
I want to stop & thank you baby. I want to stop & thank you baby.

I close my eyes at night wondering where would I be without you in my life.
Everything I did was just a bore, everywhere I went it seems I’d been there before.
But you brighten up for me all of my days with a love so sweet in so many ways,
I want to stop & thank you baby, I just want to stop & thank you baby.



My Cosmic Lifesaver

Do you have a cosmic lifesaver? 


What I call “My Cosmic Lifesaver” was this incredibly enlightening book:

 “The Mastery of Love” by don Miguel Ruiz


‘A book that shocked my lost soul awake, introducing me to consciousness & a way out of suffering.’ 

This book literally saved my life.

There are no words to express my elation upon reading (what I thought was) my own thoughts, my own feelings, my own way of how things should be. Turns out my hunch was good; I just never knew anyone else at the time who felt the same. Gracias Senor Ruiz 😉 A few more months in the situation I was in would have definitely killed me.

2nd chances - luckyChance

It really was perfect timing. Talk about skyrocketing my awakening! Regular trips to Epiphany City; by way of  Synchronization StationEverything does happen for a reason, & at the right time. I realized this when I started looking back on my life to make sense of it all, to get closure & let it go. So many things wound up lining up perfectly. Thanks Universe! You Rock 😉


We’re all on similar, but distinct-to-the-individual spiritual journeys. I love to share my lessons, in hopes it might help even just one other suffering soul.

Sometimes I’m right on, sometimes way off. Everything is a learning process; no biggie. I’m always going to be a work-in-progress; there’s no end to the expanding of one’s consciousness. I will forever be a Student of the Universe. I’ve referred to myself like that for over a decade. So imagine my delight when I first heard the lovely Dolores Cannon mention we are in Earth School. 


The world I see is in layers, lots of layers – like an onion. An energy onion? 🤔 

Yeah. Best way I can explain it loll That’s how I see the world – energetically. I can see, feel & interpret a lot of energies. Not sure if that makes sense. Everyday I peel that onion; but it never makes me cry 😉 On the contrary, it has & always is – not only making life worth living – but it’s showing me life is an exquisite symphony of majestic elegance. I love getting closer & closer to authenticity. Join me 😉 

Let’s consciously choose to be a positive contributor to the energies of the world. Let’s encourage others to give to, instead of take from. Let’s improve our ability to see, read & interact with them. I consciously send out positive vibes to the collective through my consciousness, & I always wear a great big smile. It’s automatic; it comes naturally. Easy to do when you discover & tap into the endless well of Love & Joy inside you.


Every day is a chance to recreate ourselves. I’m constantly changing, expanding, evolving. Every day peeling away another layer, with every epiphany & synchronicity. Drawn only to the search for truth, for authenticity. I’ve always been a firm believer in ‘anything is possible.’ I really believe it is. And because I believe it, I will see it. 


Never been much for rules or limits; & I’m certainly not gonna put ’em on myself! 


One cannot see * x * unless they think * x * is possible.

.. aaaaaand cue my favorite quote:


BAM!! What you believe, is. Quantum Physics proves the observer affects the outcome of the observed. Whatever you believe to be true, real; what you tell yourself in your head; this is you thinking reality into existence. There’s isn’t just 1 reality, for everyone. There are over 8 billion realities. So why wouldn’t you believe only the very best?

Yo want to be happy? Then go ahead! What are you waiting for?

Choose to be happy. It is a choice. And it is your choice. Every day, all the time.

Happiness is a feeling & feelings are inside of us.


Anything inside of you: You Control.

Everything outside of you: You can’t control. 

Don’t even bother trying to control anything outside of you; unless you enjoy trying to escape from quicksand? Doing the same thing over & over but getting nowhere fast? Release all desire to control anything outside of you. Bam. So much lighter. Lightness! Freedom.

.. and another layer of the onion gets peeled away ..

There is no right way to spiritually evolve. If anyone tells you there is, run.

Do one believe the road signs there is no one way if it's your truth then its the right way there are many paths beyond the rules of limited thinking trust your instincts

I hope I can help release you from what weighs you down. And cuz the Universe Rocks, it always winds up simultaneously helping me. A win-win. I’m feeling like that ‘Optimus Prime’ up there. I now see every situation & encounter as a chance to be both student and teacher simultaneously. There’s much to see & do. All depends on how much you want to see, & how much you want to do. People, now is a good time – the best time – to unload your concern, frustration & anger. Let it all go. You are not alone. You never are 😉

“When the time comes, the journey toward the brilliant white light that marks the barrier between this world & the next will not hold as much fear as it once would have. For in my study of death, I have found the celebration of life.”

– Dolores Cannon

Dolores Cannon was a best-selling author, past-life regressionist & hypnotherapist. She specialized in the recovery & cataloging of Lost Knowledge. She taught her unique technique of hypnosis all over the world. She specialized in past-life therapy since 1979 & saw thousands of people.

And over & over & over again, they all kept telling her the same stories.


 Throwing out a Cosmic Lifesaver, in case anybody needs it 😉





Don’t Ever Compromise Who You Are

Not for anyone, not for anything.

Stay true to you.

Our consciousness is constantly getting bombarded from numerous gadgets, news outlets, ads, commercials, magazines – shouting at us who we’re supposed to be.

Nope, not for me.

For I have chosen to see.

I am Free.



Present Presence 


The present is a gift very few unwrap.

Lost in what’s gone, or what might come

Never truly present.

The moment is all there is

All we have.

For there is no time

Only the mighty power of now.

Don’t fret over what can’t be changed

Or waste time worrying of bad that might come

Don’t create what you don’t want.

Give yourself the gift of the present.

Present presence,

& be Authentic ❤