🍭 Escape the Matrix 🍭

Go your own way. 


The Lost Art of Critical Thinking💡Can it Make a Comeback? 

Of course, it can; the question is, will it?

I live somewhere between, ‘Nothing is Real’ & ‘Anything is Possible.’ I question everything, I trust no one. I don’t take anyone’s word for anything. I don’t jump to conclusions. I’ve always been a closet “Sherlock Holmes.” Nothing like a good mystery. I love piecing together clues, researching & digging; it brings me to more clues & more researching & digging.

Always Learning, Growing & Evolving.

Trust no one. Do your own research!




Unconditional Happiness

**Just one opinion, in a sea of billions**


There is no right way to live life. Anyone who claims that is trying to con you.

There are realizations you come to that bring you peace after finding yourself; & after letting go of the past by tearing yourself open (go where they pain is – it’s there so you know which part needs healing), dealing, healing, & getting closure & moving on, freeing you up to fully live in the now. For me those were operating from a place of gratitude, joy, kindness, harmony & unity. To not see people with my eyes, but with my heart. As hearts & souls. The importance, the necessity, to move your ‘beingness’ – where You reside, where you operate from – out of your head, & into your heart. Your core; your soul. That by doing nice things for other people it made me feel really good. That by giving, is how I receive. I learned that I don’t have to wait for outside things to bring me happiness; happiness is an inside job. It’s a feeling & we decide how to feel. Happiness is a decision to make in the morning when we wake. Happy just because. Smiling all the time. Happy just being alive – everything else is bonus. 


A mature, emotionally stable, well-balanced, respectful, joyful, human being, is self-aware. They wouldn’t want to harm another in any way. They wouldn’t want to force anybody to do anything they didn’t want to do. They wouldn’t tell anybody what to think, as they are curious to find out what that person thinks on their own. They aren’t jealous, controlling or manipulative; they trust & they love unconditionally. To love somebody unconditionally means giving them room to grow, not wanting or trying to control them, not trapping them by giving them space & freedom.

Make happiness a choice you make every day. For no reason in particular. For no reason at all. That way your happiness isn’t conditional, relying on a specific something to be there in order for happiness to be possible. That’s nonsense. Unconditional happiness, is content no matter what. All else – the bonus – which enters, just adds to the happiness already there. Always be respectful, honorable, noble. Strive for harmony & unity – know that every little random act of kindness is a positive ripple effect in the world. Every person is special & has a unique gift. 

But only you can unwrap it.

Each soul, while here, will experience an awakening; on a path to awareness, awakening consciousness & spiritual enlightenment. Go on, go forth, don’t be afraid.

You got this 😉



Here Come The👽Dangerous Aliens👽

Meanwhile, this week at the Pentagon:

Pentagon admits to running secret UFO investigation for 5 years

Well, well, well. You don’t say?!

The second I saw the post, I immediately flashed back to the weekend of June 24th, as I sat in a conference room, enthralled as I listened to Dr. Steven Greer dazzle me with ET & UFO talk. The #AlienCosmicExpo2017 was filled with so many great speakers, & it was ‘headlined’ by Dr. Steven Greer, who was also premiering his mind-blowing documentary “Unacknowledged.” Have you seen it? It’s so much more than just an ET/UFO story.  It’s about the USAP’s=Unidentified Special Access Projects, & their trillion dollar under-the-table, unaccounted for budget. It’s about the Deep State. It’s about secrets. It’s also about technology, advanced technology, & how we could be decades ahead of where we are now. Oh & did I mention physics: trans-dimensional physics.

It’s acknowledging things that have stayed ‘Unacknowledged’ for way too long & still go on, daily, in government, defense, & those 3 letter agencies, unbeknownst to most of the general public.“How do you keep something secret? You hide it in plain sight.”

Unacknowledged Official Release Trailer (2017) Dr. Steven Greer


Almost like clockwork, Steven Greer predicted a move that this ‘pentagon admission’ may very well be the start of. They’ve been conditioning us for this since the 50’s. When he said, ‘false flag alien invasion’, I thought, ‘but of course!’ He predicted somewhere around September. We’re December. Not bad 😉

You can watch the full doc on Netflix here:


During the Q&A, Steven Greer read some questions we submitted after the movie. I was lucky enough to have my question picked, the very last one, at 1:03:50 😉

Dr. Steven Greer: Unacknowledged Documentary Q & A

Apparently they plan to scare the fuck outta people, & they’ll beg for protection: “Ok weaponize space! Ok obliterate the #ET‘s! More guns! Martial law! Curfews! For our safety! Aliens are bad!”👽🤺

Bad? Really? And how’s that exactly? Cuz you saw it in a movie once? They’ve only ‘been bad’ in some movies. (They conditioned you, to make what’s coming believable). There isn’t one story I can link to that proves that ET’s are good or bad.

For that to happen, there’d have to be an acknowledgement, a confirmation, that they are in fact, real. Until today, all they’ve done is deny, deny, deny. Even what they released today was previously denied – even stating they shut it down in 2012, for lack of funding. Lack of funding. That’s rich. No pun intended ..

If ET’s exist, they’d be way, way more advanced than from where many still operate here. They’d have evolved past their evil, selfish, psychopathic ways, their shallowness, ignorance, greed, tyranny, & total fucking bullshit! 3d men are trying to comprehend & explain the level of awareness, intelligence & intention of a 5 or 6d being. It’s MAN who wants to weaponize the world, not aliens. It’s MAN who wants to kill. Kill first, & make up the story later. I’m pretty sure if they wanted to annihilate us, we’d already be long gone.

So, are we getting close to full disclosure or a false flag alien invasion?

Be aware 😉


Good is King 👑

“Being Good.” “Feel Good.”

Where will those words take me?

What do they mean to me?

  • In one word: Authentic.
  • In one action: Contributing
  • In one desire: Infusing People Positively

What does it mean to you? Are you Good? And are you Happy? Why? Why not?  

🔎Self-Reflection🔍 “Are your thoughts, words & actions contributing to or taking from?”

Would you consider yourself a giver, or a taker?
In every situation & every encounter, you’re either contributing to or taking from. Are you focused on what you can do for others, or driven only by what you can get for yourself? People think that when you take, you have. Not exactly – unless just a fleeting moment is what you’re after? Selfish intentions evaporate quickly. To keep having, you have to keep taking. An endless, unfulfilling rat race.

Take those people who own 12 Ferraris. If their 11th Ferrari didn’t make them happy, neither will their 12th. And I can guarantee you that their 13th, 14th or 15th won’t either. They’ll never fill that void with material things. Things can’t make one happy. They can’t. Many think they do. They don’t.

Self-reflection is a great awakening tool that’ll point you in the right direction. Which direction is that? Which way is your way? Only you know. There isn’t a right way – just your way. Each journey varies, according to each person’s set of intentions, among other things. It’s wherever your self-reflection leads you. It’s whatever direction you want to go in. You find out what direction that is, by diving into that self-reflection. Knowing yourself is key to figuring out what you want, what you don’t, & where to go from here. Develop that self-awareness!

Be able to adapt, adjust. Centered. Authentic.
Where are you? Where do you wanna go?
How will you get there?

Will your thoughts, words & actions contribute to or take from?

Don’t let anyone else tell you where you should go. The only one who knows that is you. An authentic person with genuine intentions will never tell you where they think you should go; instead they help you lead you to yourself, so you can figure out where you want to go. An authentic person will want you to succeed, even if you ‘rise higher’ than them. Beware of those who insist you’re wrong, saying, ‘No, like this.’

Listen to their advice, sure – just observe how you feel as you do. You’ll know if it’s right for you by how it makes you feel. Keep what resonates, leave the rest. Their advice, however well-intentioned, comes from their perspective, based on their experiences. Right for them. Happiness, real happiness, imo, is not possible without healthy self-awareness. That’s why so many suffer. They think one thing, but say another, & what they do is not aligned with either. They’re all over the place & nowhere simultaneously. They don’t understand themselves. That’s no way to live. No direction, no conscious intention; lost, miserable, suffering. And without self-awareness they don’t know they can change that, & be happy. Attainable with just an attitude shift.  Hopefully they have their lightbulb moment, & shift things into the lane they want to be in.

Connect to yourself. Do one believe the road signs there is no one way if it's your truth then its the right way there are many paths beyond the rules of limited thinking trust your instincts

The alternative is much less pleasant; one might crack, snap, lose their shit – & do something stupid – & then be stuck with the awful consequences. That’s the life of the non self-aware. Clueless about why they do the things they do; clueless as to why others do what they do. Confused, upset, or downright pissed off that their life is where it is at that moment, or where it isn’t. I think that’s in part why we’ve seen such an increase in violence, murders, crimes, etc. People can’t take it anymore, they just lose it – they commit crimes, wind up in jail, maybe self-medicate with drugs and/or alcohol. They destroy. Things. Themselves. Other people. Sadly, they sometimes choose to take others down with them, like in school shootings, bombings, etc. etc. Then there’s those hook-line-and-sinkered into others’ ideas, beliefs, ways, like in religions & cults. These groups exhibit the exact opposite of what they claim they do. A ton of gaslighting. All about control.

And they have no room for, or interest in, your Authenticity. 

Waking Up definitely sounds like the better option. The only option. It’s like winning a lottery that never stops paying out. Learning, growing, evolving; epiphanies, life lessons, synchronicities; depth, wisdom, fire. I could go on & on. I love this exquisite symphony. And I wouldn’t change a damn thing. But, sometimes the Universe changes things for you. Or you revisit something & see it on a completely different, or deeper level. Like this pic, a favorite quote of mine from Ghandi:

This really resonated with me, for a long time. A big goal of mine since I started waking up outta the Matrix. ‘With these 3 things in synch,’ I thought, ‘I’ll be much closer to having my proverbial shit together.’ Today it morphed slightly, into something deeper:

My attitude towards happiness has so totally changed; so much that when I saw the quote this morning, I laughed at an observed thought I had: “Well that isn’t true.” Anymore. For me. It’s almost like passing a grade. Suivant, next!

Happiness, I have mastered. To me, it’s a Choice. It’s a feeling inside; & we get to choose how to feel. It doesn’t, shouldn’t & just plain cannot be achieved by/from/through/with anything outside of you. Or any thing. That isn’t real happiness, not authentic happiness. It is conditional happiness. When you attach your happiness to a thing, what happens when the thing disappears or goes away? Bye bye happy!?

Nonsense! Talk about setting yourself up to fail!

So, with all that said, & all that decided to flow out; what being good means to me is being Authentic. Kind. Happy. Compassionate. Joyful. Those are some great things in life! Aware of my energy, my attitude, & how I affect others; there is much power in Positivity; in a Smile – it can be the difference between life & death for those on the edge. So compliment someone, just because you wanna give them a littel snippet of goodness. If you know better, do better. Emanate goodness, richness of Heart, Soul & Character. Make them leave an encounter with you feeling better, not worse. Emanate love, kindness, joy & compassion – & I guarantee, your whole world will change – for the much, much better.

You control all that. So go, march on to the beat of that crazy drum! Boogie! Life is whatever you want it to be. So be good!


Don’t Say It

The mainstream media has become such a joke; it’s “following-an-agenda” transparent. And like nails on a chalkboard, the drivel – more often than not devoid of fact – a constant static. A tiresome broken record, echoing emptiness. A terrible lack of authenticity. A narrative. An agenda. A propaganda machine.

People must decipher between truth, misinformation, disinformation, & their latest schtick: ‘fake news.’ Similar to & as impressive as, when in high school, you’d stick out your palm & say, ‘Talk to the hand.’ Fake news is just another word for disinformation. And now conspiracy theory. The goal is to increase uncertainty & confusion in those looking for what is authentic. Only now they’re using the term ‘fake news’ on truth as well. By labeling truth as ‘fake news,’ they hope people just dismiss without investigating. It’s a quick way to discredit those who get too close to the truth. Smoke & mirrors. And it’s working! Voilà: how to ‘eliminate truth:’ trick people into eliminating the researching part altogether! “HEY YOU DON’T NEED TO RESEARCH THAT, IT’S FAKE NEWS!” It’s Mind Control. Fucked up. And it’s actions of the guilty. When people insist something is ‘fake news,’ investigate it. Do your own research; don’t take anybody’s word for it – not even mine. Question Everything. 

Misinformation‘: to give false or misleading information to.

Disinformation: false information deliberately & often covertly spread (as by the planting of rumors) in order to influence public opinion or obscure the truth. 


The MSM’s refusal to discuss certain somethings, is an absolute red flag. Where they keep you from looking, is a roadmap of where to look. ‘The elephant in the room‘ has been floating around for awhile; but we’re not allowed to talk about it. Seems we can’t talk about something if the government/media/machine labels it a certain way. Isn’t that odd? Think about that – why does the government care about what we research on the net? Why are they trying to control what we search for, or more importantly, what we don’t? They tell us exactly where to look, by telling us where NOT to look.


“Don’t worry, just keep it moving, no reason, it’s all good, nothing to see here, move along. We just, um, really care about your, um, well-being & we, we want you to be happy, yeah that’s it. We just don’t want you to waste your time .. so, um .. hey look, it’s a Black Friday sale & you need the latest iPhone / XBOX / any other useless distraction.” Subliminal. Shut the Pie Door 🍕

Look behind the “scenes” to see what is really going on. A guilty person will try to divert your attention, ridicule you, discredit you, call you crazy.


Don’t you just love those auto-confirmations?! Their actions always out them. If there was nothing there, no validity, just nonsense, then they wouldn’t care if we looked. Nobody wastes their time discrediting something that can’t hurt them. Can they make it any more obvious? How do people not see right through their bullshit?

Think for Yourself. GoTooFar

Let’s compare it to another ‘conspiracy theory:’ Aliens & UFO’s. The powers-that-be have assured us for decades: ‘Not real, hoax, fake news.’ Those who’ve come forward making claims have all been ridiculed publicly, especially since Roswell. The silly costumes, big alien heads, tabloid stories; “First Alien Baby!” & “Man Abducted by Aliens Finally Returns Home!” All part of the plan. When the MSM finds out a nugget of truth will be exposed, they counter attack with 10 nuggets of misinformation & disinformation, meant to confuse you. Brilliant. Evil.

“Nope, it’s just us in this infinite universe. Nobody else, we swear!”

Hide it in plain sight.

“Ridicule the crap out of it & no one will ever want to attach themselves to it.”

But it doesn’t add up; if aliens are ‘fake,’ we should be banned from talking about them, but we aren’t. That seems strange – a different set of rules for the same thing. Weird .. but not really. It’s not the same thing. They want us to believe both are bullshit. Do you know anyone banned from twitter, fb or reddit; or that disappeared, or worse, for mentioning the word alien? UFO? Why would they? ‘They’ successfully made the world believe you’re a complete crackpot if you claim aliens are real. Mission accomplished?  Why wouldn’t they use those ‘tried & true’ tactics this time around – just making fun of the ‘theory’ & the people who believe in it? They’re more vicious about this one. Attacking those who mention it. Censoring those who write about it. A handful of people who exposed or discussed it, have disappeared.

So much scandal for a fake story! Maybe, just maybe, it’s not fake after all??


Nah .. I’m sure it’s just a coincidence. You know, we always see tons of dots connecting & coincidence upon coincidence upon coincidence when everything is on the up & up. Nothing illegal or corrupt going on. So many coincidences & dots connecting that surely it defies the laws of chance/probability. Oh well. Math. So overrated. Who needs math right ..Do one believe the road signs there is no one way if it's your truth then its the right way there are many paths beyond the rules of limited thinking trust your instincts

I prefer, I choose, to believe in ‘conspiracy theories’ over what they tell me. If I hear, “Oh no, you don’t want to look into that subject. It’s silly, it’s stupid. Nobody believes that crap! Don’t read that article, it’s biased or it’s a ‘bad’ site, it’s this, it’s that, it’s whatever,” it’ll be my first stop. “Why are they trying to keep me from that? What don’t they want me to see?” People out themselves without knowing it – actions speak volumes. It’s the whole ‘what we fear we create’ scenario. They are leading people right where they don’t want them to go. They must have missed the reverse reverse psychology class. They don’t realize that they’re ‘creating exactly what they fear.‘ Pay attention 😉

The moral of the story; A person who would never, EVER hurt a child, wouldn’t stand for anyone else to hurt one either. So if one day someone told them about possible or probable abuse, or molestation, rape, or the trafficking of a child; that person who would never, EVER hurt a child would want such serious allegations to be looked at, taken seriously & investigated. You know, just in case it is true. Gotta make sure. I mean, come on, who wouldn’t ?? Someone who’d hurt a child, that’s who. 

🆘Red Flag🆘

If there’s nothing to find, why can’t we look? If it’s all fluff, then why is everybody panicking? Why does everybody lose their shit when you say the word? Why did reddit ban it? Why is twitter & fb suspending profiles who talk about it? Why are people disappearing, & worse, for mentioning/looking into it? What really happened to Andrew Breitbart, Max Spiers, & Nancy Schaefer? What about Chris Cornell & Chester Bennington? Too conspiracy-ish for you? It’s a little too coincidental-ish for me.


This is part of our spiritual awakening; remember the part where they said, “It’s going to get a lot worse before it gets better?” Well, here we are. And yeah, it’s fucking ugly. But staying in your bubble of illusion & pretending it doesn’t exist isn’t going to make it go away; in the darkness the cockroach thrives, in the shadows, it multiplies.

Exit The Matrix.





Why I Think You Should Support #CoreyFeldman

Every day more & more people are coming forward with allegations of sexual harassment, sexual assault, & in some cases even rape; in the workplace, Hollywood, the media, politics & the government. This culture of abuse by people in power, with the money & the means to quiet someone who might open the door to their secret closets & cause all the skeletons to fall out, is a culture that needs to be quashed. 

The #metoo campaign revealed that almost everyone has a #metoo story; many shared theirs online, to friends, or publicly – some for the very first time. I’m saddened by the sheer number of stories, but I’m glad they had each other to lean on. It encouraged others to feel safe enough to do the same. And already there has been a power shift in Hollywood – I loved seeing Gal Gadot refuse to sign on for Wonder Woman 2 if Brett Ratner was still part of the project.

Hooray for the ladies. I’m really glad they are getting some Justice & more respect. But please, do not kid yourself into thinking, ‘Problem solved!’ It’s just the tip of the iceberg; there is much more work to be done. There are so many more victims – this isn’t just a women problem; it’s a children problem, a global problem, a humanity problem. There’s a huge problem in society & nobody wants to talk about it; & we’ve only seen a smidgen. Tip of a very big iceberg. Anyone who’s done their own research into this knows what I’m talking about. It’s happening to kids & it’s worse than you think.

That’s why I really thought that Corey Feldman’s petitions & gofundme would be over-flowing with votes & cash by now. Corey has 150,000 Twitter followers, but only about 10,350 people have signed so far. Why so few? If people are so outraged, why aren’t they helping? Do people think they’re powerless to change things? Or do they really just not give a fuck? Where is the empathy? The compassion? More people should be supporting Corey, like they’ve supported others who have spoken out. Corey is a victim. He was a child. 

I’ve seen people rally around the women, commend them for coming forward, listen to them, encourage them, support them. But what about the kids? Where is their support? People seemed to be more outraged over an elephant being killed for sport (which is not okay, so, a noble endeavor) than the fact that kids are being molested & raped by the movie industry! I’d expect similar outrage at children getting raped, wouldn’t you? How heavy my heart is, knowing all these women, children, & yes, even men, have been suffering in silence. Well, silence no more. The tides are turning; just faster for some than others. Many victims get support without even having to ask. One is asking & asking & still asking, but why does he even have to? 

This is a plea for support for Corey Feldman.

Corey, I see you. You Matter. I love you, I believe you, & I support you.


 The tsunami of current allegations prove him right & then some. The difference with Corey is that he’s been trying to tell people for years, & had he been taken seriously at the time, perhaps he would have gotten his Justice before the statute of limitations ran out.  The system – flawed beyond belief – is conveniently beneficial for abusers; for victims, not so much. When you’re abused before you hit your teens, it can take years for you to realize & come to terms with what happened – if you do at all. Many can’t deal & self-medicate the pain away – sometimes permanently. And it can take a whole bunch more years to find the strength to come forward.

I think Corey is owed more than a few apologies. Don’t you? Some people online are being really fuckin’ shitty too; it breaks my heart. I know all too well what it’s like to be a victim & never get any Justice.  Why does everyone believe all the women at the drop of a hat but ignore or disparage Corey Feldman & his pleas for help? I’ve seen a few who’ve been unnecessarily rude, cruel, or judgemental. People harassing him to ‘drop the names;’ not realizing that he couldn’t without securing a legal team & the finances to defend himself first. Some seemed more concerned with satisfying their curiosity than for his safety. I’d like to invite them to take a good long look in the mirror. Forget not, we are talking about a victim of sexual assault here – a child at the time. People forget that this is Justice for the 11yr old Corey.

This is why it’s so important to sign this petition: Corey’s Law

Corey’s Law is a petition to the White House to extend/abolish the statute of limitations for crimes of a sexual nature on kids under 18.

We cannot stay silent any longer.

There are people, right now, with the information necessary to really get the ball rolling. Stay in the shadows & you’ll never get your power back. Come forward & stand up for yourself, & you take the power they still have over you away. There are way more victims than abusers. They can’t quiet everyone. They’d be idiots to try. You’d be so much safer banding together publicly, than hiding alone in the shadows. I urge other victims to come forward; speak to a friend, call a lawyer, or contact Corey. Several actors have backed Corey’s story, but won’t come forward – they fear for their safety.

Former Child Actors Back Corey Feldman But Say They Are Too Scared To Come Forward

So, while the ladies have strength in numbers & are empowered together; the boys, the children, are still waiting for people to care.

In Corey, I see a man who has suffered greatly, I see the pain behind his eyes. I see a man, who after all these years, just wants a little justice & peace. For himself, his wife, his son; & his best friend, Corey Haim; who like countless others (Heather O’Rourke, Jonathan Brandis, Sawyer Sweeten, Brad Renfro, Dana Plato, Lee Thompson Young, Bridgette Andersen, Justin Pierce, Ashleigh Aston Moore, Christopher Pettiet, Mark Priestly, Lucy Gordon, De’Angelo Wilson, Rodney Harvey, & too many etc.’s) died way before their time. But I also see a Hero, a Voice, a Solution. And incredible Integrity. 

Thank you Corey.

Corey has stated that he is concerned for his safety – and we absolutely should believe him. There are people who really want to keep their skeletons in their closets. They’ll go to great lengths to do so. If one of the women from the #metoo campaign stated that she feared for her life, would we ignore it? No, no we probably wouldn’t. Twitter would blow up with tweets of outrage. Well, where’s your outrage now?

Aside from exposing the predatory behavior of men in positions of power, another much less glamorous side was also exposed : a shallowness & lack of integrity amongst a community that was so desperate for fame & fortune, they looked the other way, enabling criminal behavior. I’m disgusted by their lack of character. For the amount of money Hollywood actors make for one movie, there are several people who could donate a chunk of change big enough to make a huge difference. Especially since this is all “An Open Secret,” according to, well, everyone.

What if it was your child??

Corey’s Truth Campaign


You Matter. You have not been forgotten.